Tonight, I ran away. It was just up the street, but I left with the intention of leaving from there. I packed a bag and grabbed everything I could possibly need but, in reality, I had nothing.
I want to apologise to everyone I’ve hurt. I’m a bad daughter, friend, girlfriend in the past and, most of all, person. I feel like a burden and all I want to do is keep running. I’ve run out of places to hide, so all I can do is expose myself, and I’m sorry. I am truly sorry for those I have hurt. I’m sorry for every ounce of pain that I’ve caused. Most of all, I’m sorry that I exposed those around me to my pain instead of fixing myself before putting myself out there.
I’m sorry that I’m like this, and I’m sorry if I never change. I will keep moving forward, but I’m going on autopilot.
The Change 
i never saw u as a bad person and still dont . we all have our demons to handle u just do u ok? and hope u and ya BF are doing great .
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Thank you, but I no longer have a boyfriend. I chose to be alone for a while.
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sorry to hear that paige . u just b strong as u can b i know u can handle this its hard it will always b hard but if u need anything u know where to find me .
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