I think by now, it should be obvious that the person I refer to as them or they is a new boy in my life. This boy has really lightened my life and, even though I still get depressed, he instills hope in me. I will not be revealing their identity just yet, but I possibly will soon.

So, I have a secret for this boy. It’s a birthday gift that I’ve started working on… months in advance! I get excited planning out gifts. It gives me something to do and I love surprising people with gifts.

He knows that I’ve started planning his birthday out, but he has no idea what I’m doing. I can’t wait for him to open it!